Let's try a little stream of consiousness....just for shits and giggles. Starting by repeating some of the last ranting.

How many fucking times does it take to be the *FINAL* good bye??

I swear....and my fucking newspaper. I hate it. I mean, I read it, because it's the only one with particular bits of information I want, but Jesus Christ.

That bird cage liner....it's nothing but liberal views, slam everyone else.

Big freaking letters every goddamn day this week on the front page.."MASSACURE!"

"OUTRAGE!!" And then for the three women lost in yosemite..."I SHOULD DIE!!"

We've seen the picture of the little turds that flipped out at school EVERY FUCKING DAY. I know by HEART what they look like, and it DOESN'T MATTER. Why? Because they're DEAD. D-E-A-D. DEAD. There's nothing showing those pictures will do. You can't hunt them down, you can't bring the other kids back....NOTHING.

Why the hell is it they get front page shit every time, get their faces shown every day like it makes a difference. "Watch out for kids that look like this"

They're already fucking dead, man. Don't you get it? And the best part is, there's nothing that all of this lingering is going to do. NOTHING. Not unless you start treating every student like a criminal. Because look at the kids that did this. Who were their parents? Apparently not some neurotic nutbags. They were good upstanding people. <Though we all know, those are the people that turn out to be the biggest crack pots>

But the kids, acting like racial morons, when they weren't. Just looking to make enemies.

What are you going to do? Put transmitters in all of the students so you know where they are before they do? You know every word that comes out of their mouth, and their thoughts? Why don't you use those thirteen students to start rebuilding the fucking wall while you're at it?

You can congregate and say "we have to do something" "stop the madness" and so on. But where does it get you? It's like summer camp. Everyone is good friends at the end of the summer, but once you're back home, you remember your place, and stop being allowed to hang out with the upper class.

So will it go with the parents. Go back to their jobs. The ones whose kids didn't get killed or injured will soon forget what happened, and the importance of sticking together.

Marilyn Manson is supposed to be coming to my town. I don't care, it doesn't bother me. I don't like him enough to stand in line just to get a braclet with a number so they can raffle off whether or not I can just stand in line to buy a ticket.

But suddenly everyone here <christians> are in an uproar about it. "He can't come here!! He'll cause our children to shoot each other and turn into little daemons!!!"

Duh. Like he can IMPROVE on that.

Number one, it's not Mansons fault if your kid is a moron, irresponsible, a brat, a jerk, a retard, a lunatic, or all of the above.

Number two, it's not music that causes people to do the things they do. That is such an irresponsible statement. A complete lack of ethics, and morals.

You can't take responsiblity for your own fucked up actions, so you'll blame whoever's handy.

Get a clue.

People are jerks because they can be. Either they are brought up that way, meaning it's the gaurdian's fault. <Parents, grandparents, brothers, sisters...ect>

Number three, it isn't even Manson's fault those kids flipped out at school.

Manson would have laughed at their cowardice most likely.

Everything is SO unrelated it's a freaking joke.

Just people who need an excuse to bitch. There was a letter to the editor which was so beautiful I could have cried. You want to place blame?

The letter said "If God watches everyone, then He had front row seats to the massacure. Pretty morbid. He didn't have to let those students die for everyone else's sins"

Absofuckinglutely beautiful. And that's what it boils down to. If God is so fucking special, so fucking omnipotent, then he doesn't have to let that kind of shit happen. There is no excuse for that. Not one. No..."it's his will" bull shit.

There is NOTHING that says he can't step in and smite those two little bastards and let everyone else live.

He doesn't need innocent blood to condemn them , i mean SHIT! He's *GOD* for christ's sake. Why the HELL would he need that? He doesn't NEED anything.

And that he watches everyone....then he did in fact have front row seats, and watched those kids die. Watched the boys laugh at them, ask them questions, taunting them..."do you believe in God?" and then shoot them in the face.

Hope he brought his popcorn. Fucker.

Sorry but I'm too worked up over this bull shit. I'll try again when I'm not sober.