Which way do you go?
I know my way.
I spent 18 years lost, while my fathers kept watch over me. I didn't understand then but I do now. Which means I can show my gratitude and thanks by living an honorable life and the 9 Noble Virtues.
The ravens represent Othin's ravens. Hugin and Munin. Thought and Memory.
I am AsaTru. I follow the teachings and ways of the Norse pantheon.
My patron, they'll tell you without hesitation, is Loki. Counted among the Aesir as a God, a catalyst for change. (what is mistaken for chaos.) Mischief and trickery are not to be denied, but these are not the only things to him. A favored traveling companion often to Othin and Thor. Through him the Gods gained many things, including Thor his Hamr. He's known for pointing out the shortcomings and faults in the Gods which has made him unpopular. It's an easy excuse to misinterpret his position and redefine him as a horrible being that nobody likes.
Othin came upon him one day, and thought him so beautiful that he fell in love with him. They talked and became friends. Loki made Othin laugh. From that point, they became blood brothers, and it is that which has been the only thing to save Loki's butt.
This is my opportunity to offer you a doorway to what I know, and others as well because above all, there is no right or wrong religion. There are right and wrong ways to share it, such as shoving it down people's throats and delegating what people can do to and with themselves by guilting them into being who they want. And I freely accept every religion. I practice my way, and you practice yours.
There should not be a reason to "FEAR" what is giving you a reason to live and contribute to life and have faith that there is something more in store for you once you are finished with this life.